23

had a great birthday, friends came out. went to eat at la bodega and went to the gay club! everybody loves their gays! here are a few pictures from the night. im always horrible at remembering to take pictures, oh well!














funny thing is that when i was 18 i used to listen to jimmy eat worlds "23" song, and i used to think i wonder how ill feel when im 23 too. well, not quite like that but sometimes. such a beautiful song, look it up and listen. in memory of my bday!!

i love wildfox!

i'm ready for fall but now im excited for next spring.

megh

wreck

do you honestly feel good about yourself when you close your eyes at night. what do you think about when you are just driving your car? how you are going to fuck with someone today? how youd like to act like u have no self worth? take the high road my friends. and thats exactly what its all about. have pride in yourself for doing the right things and being morally concious. one day most of us will have children and id hope you wouldn't want someone to treat your children the way that you treat others. realize it now.




megb

falllllls

i love having mondays off. pretty legit if you think about it. i can't get things done when no one is really out and crowding everything. yesterday we went to my favorite place in kansas city. might be lame but i don't care. rivermarket antiques is amazing. 3 beautiful stories and a basement full of crazy shit that people sell. i feel like im going to fall through the floors but i doubt im the only one that thinks that. u dont have to look very hard for sweet finds. if i had a house to decorate you better believe everything would most likely be from there. plus i also found a chiefs checkers game. 1993 chiefs vs raiders, u play with tiny little helmets.

want these








megb

wants

Megan h is right. everyone needs a vacation. I just got back from Miami and wasn't that a sight to see. locals are beautiful. women with long dark hair to their waist and beautiful men everywhere, yes please. I am glad to be back in kc. why is it that everyone moves to California? don't people have different dreams and the want to d something else instead of following the masses to California. I had the opportunity of living there for a short tome to go to school and it was good for the short time I spent there, but that's it. I just don't get it. if I was to live in a bigger city it would be Philly or nyc, just for the culture only is great.

but if anyone reads this, Megan and I (Megan b) are best pals and write our thoughts down on here, post photos that we love and that inspire us. usually what dream of or wish for. we live in Kansas city. I'm a hairstylist and Megan h is a bartender while attending school to eventually teach inner city children. we usually just do normal things from hanging out, cooking, thrifting and running around town. no one ever believes we have the same name because yeah its weird. we are growing with eachother so watch our lives and listen to our stories.

ill post about myself and Megan h will as well. coming up!

back to school footwear

megh

trails

i need a vacation even if its for one day. a daycation. exploring the
Weston Trails to be more precise. i plan to pack a picnic, snug my feet in some boots, and have a day with nature. i adore the city. it has a place in my heart being my city, my lover, baby, friend, but i need to get out of it. maybe i just need to get away from the other inhabitants. so i think i will.

The fire place that sadly can't have fires any longer. why not stack wood inside it? what a fun idea.... the necklace isn't on the same subject as daycations but, its still pretty cute.




megh

lovely

i am almost 23 and i can somewhat feel it. ive been thinking about how fucking crazy people are and the way they act and treat others. sometimes you get too sick of things that just keep happening and you feel like your world is going around in circles and not getting anywhere, because thats exactly whats happening. to change, you have to want to change, no one can do that for you. everyone has a breaking point and its a shame to get to that but it has to happen. sometimes you can't trust the people that you surround yourself with or you just shouldnt. im opening new doors and doing new things. it was a new year but i really didnt treat it as such, so im starting now. keeping people around me i can trust and who arent sketchy as fuck. getting back to doing things for myself because ive also learned that no one gives a fuck about anyone else and their lives, and you have to live for yours. ive been doing the exact opposite these years and im done doing that, im for myself and myself only. also, no more drinking. ill have a glass of wine here or there but honestly, i haven't really drank that much in the past month and it feels great. it also means less drama. ahh to the drama part, why is it that everywhere i seem to go drama follows? when you dont do, or say shit to anyone? thats another reason i am opening a new chapter, this one is called "fuck the drama". a couple of reasons it got me to this point i was sitting or standing at a bar looking around me realizing that i just couldn't cut it anymore. i can't stand not giving a shit about the people around me or even getting to know the fake smiles on their faces or the creepy way they try to talk to you. i thought to myself "shit i really dont care about anyone in this room except for few people". everyone realizes this sooner or later. i guess its called growing up. no hate towards other people but its just not my thing.

i need things that are inspiring. i like these. the last one reminds me of a friend

“To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”

Anonymous

tuesday

last night i decided to try gusto lounge for the first time. my sweet friend al had tiger style there ever tuesday night, so since he has much appreciation for the WU it seemed like a good stop. oh and it was! the music was lovely the dancing was hot and the drinks were cheap and strong. meg be ready this is where ill be every tuesday night for now on. i think molly had a good solid start to her birthday. i woke up this morning and she vanished taking lydia with her.

my summer diddy.



meganh

i wish

i could live in a country house but not far from my friends. but i wish it had a roof patio so i could sit up there when its nice and do whatever i wanted. itd have to be a big one for parties of course, only themed. i want to bleach my hair out more, and lay by the pool a lot this summer. i was looking at pictures of my mom today when she was my age and i wish i was her. itd be cool to grow up during that time, better then it is now i would say. i want these things...















megb



beautiful hairs.

one small getaway

hello bed and breakfast.

megb

love you sis

mmm bb

true blood starts again so soon.
im ready.

megh

i want to be here.

megh

turned

my heater off for good, it is hotter then satans asshole.

needs:
budweiser tube top, or swimsuit.
wedges,
floral,
new bedding,
lace
lace
and lace






megb

rainy babbby

the last few days have been very rainy and cloudy. i try not to let it get me down because i know how much i need this rain before i get my garden started. i've been thinking about platting all sorts of tulips right in front of my house. just a little something to warm it up. i might just have to do it. grow my pretties! all summer i will not wear shoes i have decided. even when i ride my bike...ha ok i might bring some backups for that.



i will be wearing this while i work...




my bf will be helping.

megh

i want to be you.

megh

loved this in W magazine
























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